I want work.
Sounds stupid eh? but that's what I am really craving for BADLY right now. Currently, I'm at a emotional state of over-exaggerated desperation, like a cocaine addict forever strapped off from a cliff, trying to touch the ground a centimeter away . So close, yet so far.
I didn't update.
I am bored. Bored in hell. Hell where even hell bores me even more the longer I stay. It's the 2nd month of no work. Yes it was fun during the first couple weeks when previous job terminated, but golly it's painful now. I don't sleep as sound anymore, from the simply fact that money is continually drained and I am getting closer and closer to debts. In fact, I'll have to pay quite a bit to my parents for my past loans. Wishing to win a lottery makes it even worse!
I'm still sane.
I'm glad things are working out for Kevin and Willy. I can't support the long distance relationship or face the cheating, because it's against my experiences and ideals, but I support the love they have. It's such a great feeling to be loved and to love... So love away.
I still appreciate.
As for helping out, I don't mind helping on anything, as long as I offer or anyone can bravely ask me (yes, I can be quite intimidating). Doesn't need to benefit me to help others. So ask away, especially now since I have so much damn time.
For those working/schooling.
I'm jealous.. Give me something to do already!
Sounds stupid eh? but that's what I am really craving for BADLY right now. Currently, I'm at a emotional state of over-exaggerated desperation, like a cocaine addict forever strapped off from a cliff, trying to touch the ground a centimeter away . So close, yet so far.
I didn't update.
I am bored. Bored in hell. Hell where even hell bores me even more the longer I stay. It's the 2nd month of no work. Yes it was fun during the first couple weeks when previous job terminated, but golly it's painful now. I don't sleep as sound anymore, from the simply fact that money is continually drained and I am getting closer and closer to debts. In fact, I'll have to pay quite a bit to my parents for my past loans. Wishing to win a lottery makes it even worse!
I'm still sane.
I'm glad things are working out for Kevin and Willy. I can't support the long distance relationship or face the cheating, because it's against my experiences and ideals, but I support the love they have. It's such a great feeling to be loved and to love... So love away.
I still appreciate.
As for helping out, I don't mind helping on anything, as long as I offer or anyone can bravely ask me (yes, I can be quite intimidating). Doesn't need to benefit me to help others. So ask away, especially now since I have so much damn time.
For those working/schooling.
I'm jealous.. Give me something to do already!
Guess I'll look at hot guys for the time being......them taking off shirt so hot!
6 comments:
can i come watch hot guys taking off their shirts with you? :D Good luck with the job hunt! Persevere and you'll get there eventually!
it's really so hard to find jobs in canada? kevin faces the same problem also. weird!!!
hey tony, its okay, i am so enjoying life with no school and no work! >_<
can i watch hot guys too? hahaha...hang in there o...just keep looking. in times like this, you may not get your ideals but settle for second best. its still better than nothing...
wish you find your job soon.. but I thk Kevin hope his job don't come so soon. As he is having a nice day with Daren now....=.=
I m jealous now...
ur bored with no work... im bored with work... hahaha can we swap places then?
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