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Happy Chinese New Years!!!~

Wish you all the best, for the Ox is gonna give you strength! Work hard for what you want and you will get it, like how Unca Willy did! (nono~ it's his new wrinkles in his pics this year)

=D

and now this year i got 2 to feed apparently. grr!

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Happy bday Kev! You are now the same age as me!

wahhahaha!! :D

tehee!!

waaa!!

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Remember to plan your bday well, for you will need quite a few things...

First, there's the need of a party...

the lovely bday boy~

moi~

my soh hai unca willy~

and unca's hubby~

baby boi dav, trying to be cool~

jon being fierce~

Mr. Perv taking pic in gym room secretly,
hoping for hot guy =D

le Yanny~

and of course, lil Kev~

Then, the fun!




Of course, a lovely cake is a must...





...and be presented by...




and last of all, the birthday gift!...

!!!

wait... that's not right...

...It should be him!




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i wish you a sexy birthday!! :D

Respect

Arguments arises. Conflicts ensues.

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Been bothered by the problems just recently, as well as lately. A close friend of mine unexpectedly burst his bottle and came out threatening another close friend. All on teasing. This is the point where you can add the 'WTF' moments. The situation is childish, it's 'high school', it's unprofessional, it's not how friends should be. I feel like I'm babysitting yet again.

As usual, I'll always go on my non-bias and methodological approach to help fix things, like in any legal court cases. After a couple days of gathering more info from both sides and more liaison, things cooled down between the parties. Ugh..

Another is between me and my mother. Found out just today she demands 'respect'. No idea what that would really mean, but probably wanting me to act more courteous to her as a mother. This would mean I'll need to withstand her constant nagging and other demeaning babbles that will come out of her mouth.

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"You are getting fat"
"You aren't old enough"
"You are old enough, but not experienced"
"You don't know what I've been through"
"You aren't doing anything at home"
"Go find a job in the newspapers"
"Go find a girlfriend"

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I don't know if I can suck up my pride like that, but I'll start slow. I'll start saying "Thank You" and those other mannerisms done as for any friendly strangers. Do a bit of deep breathing before any talks with her and agree with what she says, even if the idea sounds stupid to me. See how this will go...

problem problems problemes.

I really need to get pets. They don't argue!

I want my ferrets...

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I like how my site format makes my blogging look more clean. =]

I can't really teach anyone how I done these changes on my blog, so sorry if that's what you wanted. I'm not a tutor on html and CSS, especially when my knowledge is a bit rusty =P

I'll play around and add more special features. I recently got Photoshop CS3 and will be playing it over the weeks. Make some rad designs and get myself back into gear with the program. Hopefully become a master so I can make myself look superior than everyone else in pictures. *giggles*

Format

So I changed the template of my blog as you noticed. Been playing around with the html a bit, adding some extra features to make things more 'special'. I'll get Adobe Photoshop when I get a chance, so I can make some fancy designs for the backgrounds. Been a while since I've touched that program. Probably pretty rusty on using it now...

Tell me what you think of the design~ =]
Rawr~

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UPDATE
Made the Navigation Bar at top of page in hide mode. Just hover over the area and it will appear. Keeps things clean, yet still there for those who needs to login or use the nav functions. =]

For the blog family, some don't have niks except Kevins and a couple others. I'll figure it out later~

...and Willy upgraded to Soh Hai Uncle~ Unca Willy! =D

Unca Willy!!! Don't tickle me!
No means no!!~

Tommy

Ya, that name is pretty hot. It's so razzy. So sexy. So yummy... But not as yummy as creme brulee! (but close!)

That's some good shat!!

So I finally started to clean my room yet again. I like to pile and pile my things (mainly cause i'm lazy) until it's at the point where my mom bitches at me, saying things like "What's this dirty dog den?!" (i sometimes 'savour' the pain inflicted on others *devils grin*).

For the next few days (or weeks), I'll be cleaning my room in various ways: Actual Cleaning (wiping, dusting), Cleaning (sorty me room), Cleaning More (getting rid of useless junk), Cleaning Sailormoon Style (organize my school works in useful/useless piles), and Cleaning Until A Super Nerdy Clean Freak (sort through ALL data on computers and organize).

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So here's the first post for Clean Day(s)! yAHH!! *jumps... in cool Lacoste style!*

I jump better than you. hmph!

Tommy is hot. Hot muthafcker~

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...I'm talking about the White Ranger from the Power Rangers back in the days. You know. Him.

Yes, Me. Don't you forget!

I PWNS YOU ALL, TIGER STYLE!

In any case, he's one hot dude who gets kidnapped and controlled by Queen Rita Repulsa, kinda like BDSM but for kids.

That's it little girl...
so good yes you are!... very good girl

Then he gets free and becomes even hotter. I'll say I had a crush on this show personality cause of his charming looks and how he overpowers all the other rangers. You gotta say, that's pretty damn hot!

I actually was so 'obsessed' with him that I spent 100$ (remember. that's back 10+ years ago when I was a kid with my many New Years money. boo~) to buy the complete White Ranger set. It was like a really really happy dream when i finally got it. It was to the point where i'm more ecstatic and happier than Kevin and Daren or Willy and Kham. It's ORGASMIC just LOOKING at the set.

Official White Ranger Pog Medallion,
encased in superior workmanship of plastic and staples.

White Tiger Crystals and Mini Tommys,
yet encased in great workmanship

The lovely Tommy handled in care...

with his sword against his neck...

...and forced to strip for my pleasure.

The cool tigerzord will kill all who oppose the great Tommy!!

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I already knew Tommy was a great name to have. It will sex you up. (literally) ;D

Now only if i'm allowed to change my name...

I the sexy... oh wait...

Bored x9999

I want work.

Sounds stupid eh? but that's what I am really craving for BADLY right now. Currently, I'm at a emotional state of over-exaggerated desperation, like a cocaine addict forever strapped off from a cliff, trying to touch the ground a centimeter away . So close, yet so far.


I didn't update.

I am bored. Bored in hell. Hell where even hell bores me even more the longer I stay. It's the 2nd month of no work. Yes it was fun during the first couple weeks when previous job terminated, but golly it's painful now. I don't sleep as sound anymore, from the simply fact that money is continually drained and I am getting closer and closer to debts. In fact, I'll have to pay quite a bit to my parents for my past loans. Wishing to win a lottery makes it even worse!


I'm still sane.

I'm glad things are working out for Kevin and Willy. I can't support the long distance relationship or face the cheating, because it's against my experiences and ideals, but I support the love they have. It's such a great feeling to be loved and to love... So love away.


I still appreciate.

As for helping out, I don't mind helping on anything, as long as I offer or anyone can bravely ask me (yes, I can be quite intimidating). Doesn't need to benefit me to help others. So ask away, especially now since I have so much damn time.


For those working/schooling.

I'm jealous.. Give me something to do already!

Guess I'll look at hot guys for the time being...
...them taking off shirt so hot!

Torture

So I finally applied for 5 more job postings... and it was just DAMN TORTURE. Just hate it when companies ask me to apply for the job on their online website. I dunno how many times I sent my application, only to end up swearing and cursing on other people's mother's graves when those cheap son-of-a-bitch so called "Smart ResumeBuilder" programs say "ERROR: Sorry, your application can not be received at this time. Please try again later."

HEY KIDS! WHAT CAN THE LETTER F SPELL?!?


F
U
K

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*fingers more*

I had an urge to play Dungeon Keeper and Dungeon Keeper 2 yesterday night. Reason for my deprived sleep resulted yesterday and today. Anyways, they are games where you make dungeons (duh) and you are the keeper (more duh). Kinda like those Sim games.

Favourite game... of its own category

I love these two games simply cause you can play as the baddies and capture goodie-two-shoes and torture them until they die or turn to skeletons. Yes TORTURE. TORTURE, TORTURE,TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE,TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE,TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE, TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much FUN!!!!

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*hearts*

Fat or Skinny, Want or Not...
It's NOT for you to decide ;D

So who likes... I mean LOVE... BDSM?? You just must. It's probably in every guy's fantasy to get raped at some point, whether it be a muscular guy, actor, model, nerd, daddy, girl, or your pet pony (what? you didn't get your own pony when you were young? shame on you). Just admit it. :)

This is 'Love'.

I gotta confess, the idea of being raped and controlled is quite appealling. This is especially true when it's by a smaller guy (aka bottom) and cause I'm typically a top myself. It's just so...against the rules! Love the taboo of BDSM, as if being gay is not taboo enough! Double sexiness! Of course, the details of my sexual loves and fetish must be sealed, as they are "personnal experiences best kept in the bedroom". Hey~ who doesn't?

No whining now. That an ORDER. XD

Even an angel like me needs
to be disciplined sometimes ;)

Blah

currently i am at a point where i'd be dry sweating because my future career is unknown...

at the moment, i'm reluctantly applying for 5+ job postings.. reluctantly because it's not very fun when i got to work after a month's break. soooooooooooooooooooooooooo used to sleeping in and doing nothing!!

i'll post another update tomolo.. the applications gonna take all nite *cries*

*cries more* emo style

Oh Nine

Well... it's been quite a while since I've blogged! Can't let go of this ritual just yet. Missed me?! =P

Been busy over the holiday weeks. Went out with friends, made a lot of new friends, and Christmas and New Years parties. Then there's the drama between my best friend. Long story short, a lot changed for the better after a couple hours talk~ Nothing beats compromising to help one another =]

and just yesterday, I was on a snowboarding trip with me new friends! Spent the whole day from 11am to 12pm boarding and eating together. It was a blast, especially when majority of them were on par with me. Lots of green (under 45 degree angle) and blue (45-55 degrees) runs done, unfortunately no black diamond (55-65 degrees): they were too scared to go on them with me!

Since there's no pics for this post, I'm gonna type some personal info about me instead:

• Weight: 165lbs (75kg) (yes I'm more built than most asian guys...)
• Mannerism: Masculine (Seriously - quite straight-acting)
• Horoscope: Scorpio
• Endowment: More than Avg
• Position: Top/Versatile
• Looks: Turn quite a few heads while at the mall
• Relationship Type: Serial Monogamy - in all aspects of Social, Sexual, and Martial. (Absolute faithful, including non-flirting with outsiders)
• Priorities: #1 - Love, Marriage, Romance, #2 - Friends, Knowledge, Sharing, Development, #3 - Career, Advancement, Money
• Favorite Sexual Contact: Cuddling and kissing naked in warm and cozy bed. (more so than sex, but not that I mind!)
  
• Must from Partner: Willing to commit (commit = making things work TOGETHER, even if it means to sacrifice (yes sacrifice) one's own way for each other)

Gonna remove my workout blogging everyday. It's a hassle to do here, so instead I'm just gonna do it on Excel since it's faster and less repetition. Also changed workout minimal to 3 days. As a recap on my resolution...

My Resolutions

• Learn to "appreciate" (improved a lot)
  
• Reduce personal flaws (will be focusing on more year 2009)
  
• Workout at least 3 days a week (done so far and continuing)
  
• Type workout log daily (Typing instead of blogging now)
  
• Blog activities per 2 days (So far so good)
  
• Eliminate Facebook (Completed)
  
• At least 1 cooking recipe monthly (Banana Cinnamon Wrap for December, Creme Brulee for January)

Next post will be related to some stuffs above and along with topics from previous personal post~ 'Till then!